Different perspectives

[4] Hazuki - Lynch. (1-4) 
[6] Kingdom Hearts - Naminé, Sora & Roxas (5-10)

Comments: Yeah well, time to get on the bike, but posted before. Some hazuki (just because I adore this particular photoshoot) and some KH, hurr Roxas 8D no but seriously. I'm really happy with the results, usually I don't seem to get the result I want, but this time I did. Especially proud of the "fairytale" one, I'm seriously content with it. Played around with Selective Coloring very much and I'm finally starting to get that shit! And I didn't use the "violation" font at all now, be proud of me, lol. Well anyways, enjoy 'em!

Okay, let's see if I can make a coherent live report now. Shit, it was the most awesome thing to date.
I woke up at half past six in the morning to pack the last of my things and everything. We went up to ICA in Brandbergen to get my ANOMIE and Zodia's IN THE DARK single. hahahahah shit Matenrou in pokémon card-style, it was a good laugh at eight in the morning. Anyways, because of certain traffic stops we almost missed my train, luckily I didn't. So for three and a half hours I sat on a train with airconditioning (<3 something I'd miss later, lol) and read Dennis Lehane's "Sacred". Read it, seriously an awesome book, he's an awesome author as well.

Came to Gothenburg without delays or anything, went and met my Grandfather and packed into the car. At the time I was sweating like a pig already because of the 30 degrees celsius in the air, and I had a black tank top on with black, fleece-clad nikepants on. Man that was not funny since I ended up walking around in the for TEN hours straight.

Anyways, we drove out on the bridge, I saw like 4328434212013 scenegirls and emokids everywhere. No, I am not kidding. At metaltown it was like, 25 000 people, and at least ten thousand if not fifteen, was scenegirls and emokids? they smoked tons of cigarettes and I feel like a chainsmoker now myself because of all the smoke I had to inhalate D:

Anyways, then we parked in a parking lot by the artist check in, amongst thousand beer cans and other trash, lol. and went to look for Ämm. half an hour later we met her and her mom outside and proceeded to the entrance. I got my wrist band (you'll get pictures when I finally get home since I don't have any usb shizz here in my grandfather's and grandmother's house) it's really really long and yellow with black text. hahah hardcore (nat)

We went directly to the red stage because it was there Diru was supposed to play, abt ten hours later, lol. So, I suppose I can provide you with a list of which bands we saw.

THE HAUNTED (we saw them for like five minutes, but they count, lol)
Illfigure
August Burns Red
Bring me the Horizon
Girugämesh
Opeth
DIR EN GREY
Marilyn Manson (we only heard him, for like half an hour, but nonetheless, lol)

so, THE HAUNTED was playing when we pushed through the crowd to get to the red stage. We had decided to get spots as close to the scene as possible on the left side where Kaoru and Toshiya stands. And we stood there for like five mintues before we went out again after having everything outplanned, lol. I can't say I thought they were especially good, unoriginal I'd say. But on the other hand; it isn't a lot of bands nowadays that can still be called original.

We went around, checked out the tents and stuff. Ate a couple of pizza slices and drank cold (thank god) must. Good as hell in that goddamn heat. We sat in the close-up tent (the smallest stage where Illfigure, August burns red, bring me the horizon and giru played) because it was a tent. sssshhadowing <3

Illfigure were on stage when we got in. it was like, twenty people there and the lead singer screamed: "WE'RE SO GLAD THERE'S SO MANY OF YOU HERE TODAY!!!!" so I kind of wondered how many people usually antend ther gigs. 10? lol anyways, I ain't gonna be like that now. They weren't that good anyways, what to expect of underground metalbands I guess. Their like, five songs honestly felt like one. But we sat there, didn't dare to go out because of that damn sun.

August burns red came on next, they weren't that good either. I don't even remember them except for that the lead singer screamed a lot and that it was a lot of heavy riffing, lol. We met up with Myo and her friends there anyways, that was fun, hahah. Can't really remember any of her friends except that Klara (?) girl who was with us until Giru and some time after. And Robin, some nice guy Myo was supposed to meet but didn't have the guts to, hahah. (They were both really antisocial though, at least the first hour or so)

And Susanna for a while, but then she disappeared, D:

So we didn't do much under ABR, just sat there, screaming our throats off to get some message through to everyone, hahahah.

then it was BMTH. And I ain't a fan, tbh I think they're highly, almost terribly overrated. But it was some show they put up. Shit, you at least gotta give Oliver Sykes credits because damn, the crowd went absolutely, fucking batshit crazy. All he needed to do was to tell them to mosh, and they did. boy did they. I filmed like three moshpits, can show you guys later when I'm home. Shit, all he needed to do was to command them to scatter and all, at least 500, probably more, people did so. Left a huge, empty spot in the middle, and then he told them to jump or whatever and they went on each other like fighting dogs. They kicked and jumped and headbanged and fought. At some point we saw a guy emerging from the pit, shirtless and he was like, bloody all over his back. Poor guy, hahah.

the communicating was good between the band and the fans overall. Though about the only thing Sykes asked was if the crowd was drunk, in that case how drunk they were, and then screaming "FUUUUCK YOOOOU!!!!!!!" and giving them the finger. It seemed like it was a common thing however, because everyone responded with the same thing, lol.

Then it was a pause on like, almost an hour and then it was Girugämesh. Me and Ämm stayed on the rail we originally sat on while Myo hung her MUCC tshirt on my shoulder and she and Klara disappeared into the crowd. The most annoying thing about the Giru-crowd was that inbetween, they screamed like fuck every time a japanese staff member appeared on the stage to fix something. seriously annoying as hell.

Anyways, the concert started with the members coming out to a deafening electro-pop intro, and then they disappeared again, lol. then they once again appeared and then the actual show started. They played for 45 minutes, so abt halfway through me and Ämm thought that what the fuck, these guys are good, and went into the crowd as well. We got into the middle and stood there, jumping and singing to Vermillion, hahah.

I've never honestly thought Girugämesh was that good, but okay, sure, they were a really great liveband. hahahahahah when we sat on the rail we had seriously the funniest fanboys before us. Can show you that as well later cuz I taped them, hahahahah seriously.
And Ryo, shit he's the cutest thing, hahah seriously so small and cute and smiled all the time and stuff.

Anyways, then we got out and chilled for awhile. My Dying Bride played outside but we weren't exactly interested in them. So we sat there, chilling, playing Truth and Dare and watched the MUCC crew put up their instruments and things. hahahah seriously unpopular, when Girugämesh's crew started putting up their instruments it was like half-full, the Close-up tent, or something. But here it was about as crowded as during Illfigure, lol.

Well, when Mustasch had stopped playing (by 20:00) it was one and a half hour to kill before Diru went on stage. So we went out to the red stage to get good spots. It was a few which were faster than us, but we managed to get there to steal spots in third row on Kaoru's and Toshiya's end.

So we sat there, me, Ämm, Myo Freddie and Robin. Oh yeah, Freddie showed up sometime after Giru as well, hahah.
uhm, then Ämm went away to call her mom, and then to go buy water with Robin. so we guarded her spot from scenekids and emokids, lol. then we sat there, met a girl called Alex as well. she was nice, hahah.

and finally, it was time for Diru. I didn't catch any pics because I ws too busy headbanging and shit, hahah only of the stage, Kaoru's personal slave, the guy testing the drums and Nora. hahahahah everyone started screaming when she ran around on stage, lol.

Anyways, before I go into some crazy ass fangirl mode, I just gotta say that it was the best show ever. It really was, and it's truly something unforgettable and I'll always treasure it. that said, here we go.

We started screaming like wild when SA BIR went on
.... only that it was the intro to Ryoujoku no Ame, lol. they got something wrong, so two times that intro went playing before SA BIR came on. We started screaming like crazy, and the members came out. I think Die came first, then Shinya, then Toshiya and Kaoru and then Kyo, correct me if I'm wrong but I think so.

I remember every song they played but I have some troubles remembering the correct setlist. So I'll just write the songs down that they played.

Sa Bir
Obscure
Grief
Merciless cult
Red Soil
Dozing Green
The Final
ASOM
Bugaboo
Saku
Vinushka
Stuck Man
Reiketsu Nariseba
Gaika, Chinmoku ga nemuru koro

shit, can't remember if they played any other song?
anyways, before and after The Final Kyo had his acapellas. They were... I can't even describe them. Powerful, really powerful. although, it did sound funny sometimes when his voice echoed, that did sound funny, but overall they were damn... powerful. he really held his tones, shit I really thought his voice was going to break but no, he held them spot free.

And I headbanged to every song. I don't think our crowd was that energetic, but we in the first five rows at least were. What annoyed me was that almost everyone stood taking photos like I don't know what instead of enjoying the show. Sure, taking a few photos is okay, but come one, taking 1000? a little too much imo.

... as a result of being so active and headbanging almost non-stop for an hour, well you who've attended to diru concerts before or any show where you headbang should know the deal. I can't move my head today. Can't throw it back, not tip it forward either. it hurts like a fucking bich, but I don't regret it an ounce.

Overall, it was prefect. I only missed Glass Skin/ Toguro since they don't do Ware, yami tote... outside of japan. which sucks, but oh well.

the best live I've ever been to, seriously. to quote some wise words from after the concert from Ämm: "Dir en grey represents freedom." and oh she's so true, that statement's true as hell. they really do.

so yeah, it was epic, I'll fucking never forget this. So damn, damn good <3

Kyo stood on his red cage thing, he even took his shirt off for us which he didn't do for some previous shows. And he greeted us with a: "GÖTEBORG!!!" and we went: "RAAAAAAARGH!!!!!" or something, lol.

what else... Well, seeing as we were on Kaoru's and Toshiya's end of the stage, I almost never saw Die. Only when he got out on stage, when he went off stage, and at some point when I turned my head to the enormous screen by the black stage. The same with Shinya, I only got glimpses of him. Kaoru stood there looking cool as always. and I was THIS fucking close to catching his pick. seroiously, had I stood before the asians in front of Myo and a little to the right I had gotten it, no doubt. and Ämm was also THIS fucking close to catching Toshiyas water bottle. Well, at least we got his water over us, lol. And Toshiya, seriously he's the personification of the word "charming" as he jumped around and danced and urged us on. hahah that man, seriously he's wonderful to look at on stage.

and yeah... after that we went, stumbling towards the exit. Marilyn Manson played next on the black stage, but we only heard him. I don't like his music, so it wasn't funny. We were tired, my neck was hurting like fuck and my legs were all wobbly, hahah.

then... after like half an hour or more we said goodbye to Robin, Myo and Freddie. and me, Ämm and her mom went out to look for my grandfather who drove them into city and then we drove down to Skåne. I went to bed and totally crashed after answering a few sms that I had gotten after my phone died in the car.

Title: 体温 (Body Temperature)
Author: flugzvamp 
Beta: No one for the moment
Chapter: 1/?
Band: The GazettE as main. (Will probably appear one or two co bands as well.)
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha (Yuu/Kouyou)
Characters (in this chapter): Shiroyama Yuu (Aoi), Matsumoto Takanori (Ruki), Suzuki Akira (Reita),
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, Drama/Suspense/Romance/Action/Tragedy
Warnings: AU, graphic violence, blood, gore, strong language, homosexual relationships, character death, abuse of real names, sexual situations, use of alcohol, drugs, gambling, mentions of prostitution.
Disclaimer: Don’t you think I’d be kind of rich if I did?
A/N: Will be done in both second point of view and first. Mainly Aoi’s first. The story is dedicated to Ämm since well, I owe her that I continued writing basically, hahah <3 Also apologizing for the extreme shortness of this first chapter, but this first and second chapter will probably be pretty short, after that it’s getting longer. Even I can actually promise that. So chapter one is pretty boring, but since this is Aoi’s life story it needs some building-up parts. So this installment was pretty much an introduction to Reita and what the fuck they do in the evening, only four pages and I know that’s shorter than the prologue and I suck for that, but yeah. Expect chapter two to be five pages in its shortest and hopefully six. After that I’m aiming for nine or ten pages shit. I can also say that Ruki will play his part in this whole story since it’s a lot to investigate in! But fuck it, enough about it, read on.

Summary: “It’s my life you’re gonna be holding there, but I honestly could care less what you do with it. I want it published, that’s it.” Matsumoto Takanori is a freelance writer with barely enough payment to pay his rents off with the financial crisis going on. Constantly looking for a job he doesn’t hesitate when it is offered. Not even when the convict Shiroyama Yuu’s lawyer gives it to him. His task is in reality quite simple; he’s supposed to write the man’s self biography before he is executed. But something as simple as writing for Takanori is made a really hard task when Shiroyama unveils what his life has been like in the past ten years

Earlier Chapters: PROLOGUE
 

Title: 体温 (body temperature)
Author: flugzvamp
Beta: No one for the moment
Chapter: 0/? (PROLOGUE)
Band: The GazettE as main. (Will probably appear one or two co bands as well.)
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha (Yuu/Kouyou)
Characters (in this chapter): Matsumoto Takanori (Ruki), Uke Yutaka (Kai), Shiroyama Yuu (Aoi), Inoue (lawyer and for the fucking lack of a better name)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, Drama/Suspense/Romance/Action
Warnings: AU, graphic violence, blood, gore, strong language, homosexual relationships, character death, abuse of real names, sexual situations, use of alcohol, drugs, gambling, mentions of prostitution.
Disclaimer: Don’t you think I’d be kind of rich if I did?
A/N: So, basically a spin-off of an idea I started writing out as an AkuRoku like thousand years ago. But seeing as I suck at writing Roxas I thought I’d make it a RPF instead. And well, I write only Aoi/Uruha nowadays so this one is also one of ‘em. I honestly don’t know where I want to go with this, but we’ll see. And this is fiction guys, I know that if you’re sentenced to death penalty in Japan you have absolutely no chance of being interviewed like this. It’s impossible to get close to those on death row if you’re not direct family and even then the meetings aren’t anything else than a meeting, strictly supervised and not very often. So I designed the prison with American standards when it comes to the whole interviewing part, otherwise it’ll be by the Japanese prison standards. Please also note that since I cannot for the world of me yet read and understand proper Japanese, the descriptions of the prison that is written here is mine because there is no accurate description that I have yet come over.

Summary: “It’s my life you’re gonna be holding there, but I honestly could care less what you do with it. I want it published, that’s it.” Matsumoto Takanori is a freelance writer with barely enough payment to pay his rents off with the financial crisis going on. Constantly looking for a job he doesn’t hesitate when it is offered. Not even when the convict Shiroyama Yuu’s lawyer gives it to him. His task is in reality quite simple; he’s supposed to write the man’s self biography before the man is executed. But something as simple as writing for Takanori is made a really hard task when Shiroyama unveils what his life has been like in the past ten years.

... I cannot find microsoft's press conference anywhere.
'Cause y'know here, it was like four hours ago so I have no chance of seeing the live-stream or the rebroadcast cause ign hates me D:
but anyways, watching EA's press conference now.

And sure, I loathe Peter moore right now because HE TAKES ALL DAMN SCREEN TIME.
no seriously, he was on for like half an hour or something.
and all he talked about was how grateful he was to be in some sort of wii active sports-lalala and play tennis with a wii remote?
... I don't get it.

On the other hand, Brütal Legend looks damn funny and I totally love Tim Schafer.
All people were serious like hell, only presenting their games and that was it. This guy's actually got some humor!
hahah it's night so I laughed at him, but seriously he was a great presenter.
(unlike that Peter Söderberg guy or what his name was. jesus he was boring!)

and I'm pausing now because...
what the fuck man? Star Wars-crew came on stage. Yoda, Anakin, Obi-wans in multiple pairs.
.... hahahahah what are they doing there?

Oh, whatever, seriously. I'm such a die-hard scifi-fan so I'm dying to play Mass Effect 2, it looks awsome.
and SPLINTER CELL AND ASSASSIN'S CREED 2 AND MGS AND OMFG THERE ARE TOO MANY TITLES. FF XIII, next year's gonna fucking blow, alright?

I'm done, off to bed now I think. Dunno if I can continue watch star wars live as it's past twelve and well... 's still school tomorrow ._.

so, kinda pointless entry but whatever. I believe lots of people are gonna be laughing at Nintendo today. seriously, they've got nothing to come with now since Microsoft totally stole the epic win.
.... if they don't announce a way to take over the world via video games, if then I'm so all for them, lol.

... And I'm missing Ubisoft's press conference as well. oh man that sucks .<
but oh well, someone's gotta record it, this is the internet so, lol.

seriously, I'm off to bed now. I've been up cursing Peter Moore and staring at Altaïr too long now, hahahahah.

My mother tongue is Swedish, second language English which I would say I'm almost fluent in.
Then I can speak and understand Spanish to a very limited extent. I take German as second language in school, and do know some words in French. Am a beginner in Japanese, can understand little and speak a little etc. Understands some cursing in Russian due to my Swedish teacher being dumb and using it sometimes. Also, the same goes for Finnish as my father's new wife is Finnish and she speaks it all the time with my little brother. Can count to ten, say yes, no and thank you in italian. Also, can say thank you in chinese 'cause my friend takes it. (oh, does lolspeech count? lol)

I WAS BORED, OKAY?

• continue working on my new header.
• learn more than the basics in the fucking horrible wonderful world of HTML & CSS.
• finish downloading The war of Megiddo disc 1 & 2 in .vob (75 & 45 parts of 95 megabyte each :)) Am finished with disc 2, but the fucking thing didn't work properly do I couldn't even get PROTOPLASM & STIGMATA asjdojfk .<
• cap PROTOPLASM, JUST MAD PAIN, AMONGST FOOLISH ENEMIES, STIGMATA & maybe some other PV.
• maybe cap War of Megiddo last live lalalala as well.
• Make icons out of them. (and out of hazuki & lynch., and ReS, and some others)
• Talk to dad about metaltown (AGAIN for the 749382745 time) And it's oficially decided that my father is paranoid and will go with me on only Saturday! :) Not the world's most fun seeing as I miss several bands on frinday, but oh well, seeing Diru play makes up for it 8499443 times.
• continue writing on ämm's three-shot aoi/uruha it's in progress again
• take the bike home to mom, get Acedia and scan the booklet, get DIO-dvd and rip it in .vob, same goes for Kagrra,, sakura sukizyo pv.  But shit where has Shu and Acedia gone?! can't find them anywhere in any of the houses .<
• study math and all that jazz <---- IMPORTANT (unfortunately)

TITLE: The art of a kaleidoscope
TYPE: One-shot
FANDOM: The GazettE
PAIRING: Aoi/Uruha
RATING: PG-13
WARNINGS: brief man/man, cursing, suicidal thoughts.
DISCLAIMER: Don’t you think I would be kind of rich if I did?
SYNOPSIS: Constantly changing, betraying your brain. A rain of illusions, he’s the core of the picture you’ll never find.
A/N: Written for Ämm (iftrans), get better yeah? <3 Also, my hundred second attempt at writing a second one-shot for now, and I guess that I’ll deliver it. (I think I’m beginning to accept that I write these pieces of… incoherent blabber :D)
SONG(S): Dir en grey – Dozing Green (before construction version)